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I need to get rid of these books... lemme know [06 Sep 2008|08:45pm] 1. Explaining Postmodernism: Skepticism and Socialism from Rousseau to Foucault, by Stephen R C Hicks- $15 2. How Capitalism Saved America: The Untold History of Our Country, from the Pilgrims to the Present (Hardcover), by Thomas J. DiLorenzo- $15 3. The Elements of News Writing, by James W. Kershner- $15 4. Melvin Mencher's News Reporting and Writing with Brush-Up CD-ROM and PowerWeb- $20 5. Rethinking the Color Line: Readings in Race and Ethnicity, by Charles Gallagher- $5 6. Invitation to Critical Thinking, by Joel Rudinow- $5 7. Embedded: The Media At War in Iraq (paperback), by Bill Katovsky (Author), Timothy Carlson (Author)- $10 8. Portable Enlightenment Reader, by Isaac Kramnick- $10 9. Coming of Age in Samoa: A Study of Adolescence and Sex on Primitive society, by Margaret Meade- $5 10. Romeo and Juliet (Folger Shakespeare Library), by William Shakespeare- $10 11. My Freshman Year: What A Professor Learned By Becoming A Student, by Rebekah Nathan- $10 12. Women, Politics, and American Society, by Nancy E. McGlen- $10 13. The Ethical Brain, by Michael Gazzaniga- $15 14. The Longest Day, by Cornelius Ryan-$5 15. The Palestinians: In Search of a Just Peace, by Cheryl A. Rubenberg- $10 16. Works and Lives: The Anthropologist as Author, by Clifford Geertz- $10 17. Camp David: Peacemaking and Politics, by William B. Quandt- $10 Davon Chance, facebook me... I check that more then often 69 Anyone?

[16 Mar 2008|11:43pm] [ mood | tired ] So it has been a couple of months, it is a new year. I have read ALLLL my entries from beginning to end, I deff see a change. I have grown so much and have learned so much and I am above all way more happier then eva. Granted I have done so much as a dancer, I have grown to be do wise. Compare to the way I was in high school....whoa i am a saint. I am currently on spring break.....and yet still have tons to do...homework, rehearsals, dance class, work, hangin with a crazi bitch. I dun think any1 uses this anymore. boys still suck though, i need a man. thught I have grown a lot.....The bitch is still her owwwww!!!! 69 Anyone?

YUMMO [21 Dec 2007|05:57pm] Hey All. It's been a while. I just started reading my old entries and realized I have changed SOOOOO much. Granted I still love dance, still generally have the same friends and then some. I'm still fun.... I think, lol. Well I am excited, my fall semester is now over, crazy huh, I have had this thing since i was a junior or a senior in high school and here I am about 4 years later... funny, lol. Well I have matured and I am glad I did, honestly I was such a mess when I was younger; insensitive, lazy, an alchi, and I was juz mean.... such a bitch. I apologize if I have ever offended anyone within these post. really! Plans for the break?? Work, paul taylor dance intensive, hangin with family, STEPS, Teach, get another job, rest....maybe? It feels good to be done. Give me a call! 914.325.1574 69 Anyone?

[07 Feb 2007|11:16pm] I feel gross!!! so nasty, I think I am having sinus problems... things need to get better fast. I think I am getting sick and lil pimples from being so stressed... this just is not natural It doesnt help that i have 8:30 classes evryday. I need to get this computer fixed asap.... i dunno......tyra give me strength

[03 Feb 2007|02:36am] It funny how things turn out. I did what I needed to do, said what needed to be said, and I feel good. Good enough that I kissed him. Like I said he doesn't need me, and I don't need him. As much as we both want to be together obvi we have our own projects that need to come together befor out relationship does...again. Who knows...tonight could be the last time we kiss... Two things I am 100% sure of is, that I love him, and two, I need to stay away from the notorious "drama." i luv me, hopefully one day someone will make me feel and believe that I am not worthless. <3 Me 69 Anyone?

[30 Jan 2007|12:35pm] Omg...the first week of school was exhausting...and it is Tuesday today, and it doesn't feel any better. Ppl r having breakdowns! I'm just trying to do my best. Trying to be good...lol lets see how it goes... dance team is almost over, yay! 69 Anyone?

[20 Jan 2007|10:56pm] I keep runnin in2 1. people i dun want to. 2. ppl I havent seen in a while. 3. ppl who dont matter....lol i woke up mad early, i was gonna take a dance class but instead juz went to the city to buy some dance gear ... yeah. i was suppose to head back to 42nd st...but i took the train toward the bronx rather than white plains.....so yeah, lol. that was funny, i was bein type lazy. I'm back at skewl now....Suzi Q is here with me now. we r chillin and shyt. i work 2morro...urgh, and skewl starts monday, yay! i kno what i want, i kno what i need, i need to want whats right for me. amen. 69 Anyone?

[20 Jan 2007|05:55am] Deff a hard day.... i went 2 work mad early. went 2 the a dance store....they had nuttin i wanted... or needed Went to CL in the YO, had a blast.....wished i coulda stayed. Eggplant parm... Yummo! Back to purchase....hung with sum mo's... i luv me sum mo's hopefully i can go to the city 2morro and buy sum dance gear I need help...actually, i'm fine. or i can deal... i know i can. 69 Anyone?

[17 Jan 2007|01:17am] I woke up 2day knowing that sumthing bad was going to happen.... enuff said. skewl next week.... time to get down to business... I'm ready. 69 Anyone?

[15 Jan 2007|10:22am] [ music | "Say it Right" Nelly ] I'm learning so much about myself....and it scares me. besides that i am learning about the people around me.... which also scares me a bit. 2day should be an interesting day... I'll do and say things i am afraid to, and hope for the best. my insecurities have worked on me and self discovery have led me to feel a sense of self, yet a tremendous loss. It hurts....so bad, and it will keep on... why? because, no one will do anything about it. Help! the more i think about it, i want to cry... but i wont! at least i'll try.... Tyra give me strength. 2 Freak(s) Tried 69|69 Anyone?

[10 Jan 2007|08:38pm] Yes!!!! a lazy day!!!! Today I woke up and went to the gym. I haven't been there in a while. It felt good. a break from work, school, and my man. It's different. 2morro i can do many things.... go chill w/ hanan... go home and chill... go 2 an audition... or just be lazy. I bought a food processor and made sum hummus... i wanna find more food or things i can me... any suggestions? 69 Anyone?

[04 Jan 2007|12:50pm] Do any oif my friends even use this anymore....lol happy new year bitches. I hope every1 had an awesome time....i didnt anyway...the holidays were nice .... seeing sum friends was nice.... but i need more!! I'm taking my granny and my mother out on saturday...i think. that should be nice. I'm gonna chill up in the YO hopefgully friday and see sum peepz I cant wait for sooo many things to happen...i dunno juz mad shyt.... fyi - hanan is gross!!! luv ya bitches 1 Freak(s) Tried 69|69 Anyone?

on the road again! [23 Dec 2006|03:47pm] so yes....i have not updated since....most likely the summer..... many things have happened in those months....or that half of the year....too much to write about. currently i am on break from school. I work back at that shit hole, amazing savings, i have a stank boyfriend who is toooo good to me....at times, i still intern at my spot, CL, I've lost tons of weight for myself and in hopes of becoming a dance major at purchase college. I'm still on campus but will be leaving today to go back to yonkers where i will spend time with even more stank family and friends... i need to do something fun soon.....cheap but fun! 69 Anyone?

[23 Aug 2006|10:37pm] so...much has happened....takin classes to be certified personal trainer, i've lost tons of weight... and I am deff goin thru some emotional times sara, the lady in charge of CL is now no longer the person in charge. She is resigned and Tom has taken her place. Ivan my baby, the CL intern has left, came to sara g'bye party and is gone again. the one boy who i thought liked me alot and wanted to date me is sportin a hickey by some stank ho, and he wont tell me who gave it to him, he says he will but... i dunno. i sprained my ankle, it is gettin better but still...it's sprained. i got a job at a dance company, but i dunno wtf they r doin. i've done one thing a televized gig....i'll tell ppl when it airs and stuff on a good note. school is startin, i'm gettin a new laptop, i uv my friends. 1 Freak(s) Tried 69|69 Anyone?

[24 Jul 2006|07:54am] so...today is the day...i have an audition for a hip hop company. I'm not sure if they are big or not but from the audition I'll get a sense of all that. I woke up @ 6:50 for an audition that will start at 10:30 when i went to sleep after 3 ...wowsers, hopfully I'll do more than great. I also have class tofay at 6:30 and a final on Wednesday....but if i make this part of the audition the callbacks are wednesday as well....so this may be a crazy week...study, dance, intern, workout.....wowserz Thank you /Vanny for letting me crash at ur house wheneva i need to and takin me in when u really didnt have to.....mwah....much luv 69 Anyone?

[17 Jul 2006|10:40am] my fathers a cunt and a half....i dun eva wanna talk to him again...I'm about to call him and tell him to delete my number from his phone so he neva attempts to call me again!!!! whack stank short mutha fuckin mut! i really do hate him....and i feel sorry for him....he thinks ppl respect him, when all they do is juz let him talk juz becuz....go ahead let the loser feel like he got it like that! anyway i have a couple of auditions cumin up...excited...lookin for a job still...tryna figure out if i should drop these courses i'm takin........ i really do hate how complicated my life is 69 Anyone?

[08 Jul 2006|12:27pm] all io can say is death aand famine... yes, death and famine 69 Anyone?

[21 Jun 2006|10:25am] ok...i really dont see the problem...i dun wanna sound stank but....what the fuck is wrong with these people who wont hire me, seriously...lol. i am the best though, seriously. I am like the most needed personality in a work environment and i am jus a fuckin gr8 employee. whateve so suzi Q and lavon stayed with me for a few days. Suzi Q is gone now but i will see her the day of gay prom. Lavon, my fiance is still here with me, we are like a fuckin married couple...he wants me to call him when i get to where i need to go, cook for him, clean after him, and juz do all those otha gr8 things we wives do....jk he is on an interview rite now, hope e gets it cuz our current income is not gonna support our lifestyle and this household. good luck babe. I have class 2nite and a QUIZ...hope i do fuckin awesome. i went to CL and I must agree with DONNY, that Noah kid does seem interesting. well i hope i get to see all or most of my bitches and ho's on friday at the crown plaza hotel for GAY PROM. I dont think Lavon is gonna come but we'll see. 69 Anyone?

[14 Jun 2006|01:02am] I'm crashin at vannyZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ, again! my class yesterday was only 40min b/c we didnt have the textbooks at the bookstore and b/c the room we were in was not powerpoint ready...i kno it is tons of work, but i kno i can do it....its not like i have anyother obligations such as a job or anything....sum1 fuckin hire me u fuckin slutz....u kno u want me 2 work for ur stank ass!! i lost more weight...i am so happy... watch out nitches make wayi started out with a goal of 15lbs and i more than dobled that!!! chilled w/ chantels...that ccrazy slut, gotta luv her gay prom is a week away...hope i see u there slutzzz!!! still in need of a ticket? comntact me u whores! 69 Anyone?

[12 Jun 2006|02:28pm] sooo...I've been spendin more time than i want in YOnkers...but that will change right about now. friday i went and finally bought my gay prom ticket soo tom could hop off. I later went to my aunts house where i didnt feel wanted so i went to vanny's, where she cooked for me and made me walk around in lil underwear(thats what i do best). saturday i woke up next to a crazy hispanic (vanny) and we watched tv and then grace toolbox arrives so we decorated her new apartment. I went to city to meet marcia and her friend ginger. they are here in the cuty for a 3 week dance intensive. We finally saw X men, but ginger and marcia neva saw Xmen 1 or 2....losers... we ate and whateva. marcia was bein a lil clingy to me and rude to ginger...bitch. marcia came back with me to purchase and left me in the mornin 2 go to church than back to the city.....slut sunday i juz ate like crazy and watched tv...of i also ran and did pilates. 2day i went the gym and ate garlic pasta w/ broccoli...yum. and now i am doin this. 2day i finally start class so fuckin excited i am so anxious. Julie did not call me or anything that bitch, she starts class today 2 and didnt evn stop by to say hi...cunt. hanan betta come to purchase manana, we're gonna talk and walk the purchase loop...and then probably eat...yeah for sure...then we gotta go 2 CL...dont 4get bitch! 69 Anyone?

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